Insanity...yes..no..maybe?
2007-02-15
eys All hopes you all doing good n junk. So last nite one of my friends yahooed me and asked me to download this visual chat program called "the palace" because there was something that she wanted me to see. So I did...and okies. It was the weirdest online thing I have ever seen, well as far as a chat server anywho. Palace is a visual chat server that allows you to go to different "homes" or servers and there are like a million rooms in each "Home" you wear these lil people avatars and its kinda cute and creative I thought that was all kinda nifty. BUT. I went to the palace addy that she gave me and OMG is was like a BSDM home...BOndage , Submission all that junk....those who are not of age X outta me now....Ok so anewaz like that wasnt a lil much its was a COLLARIng Ceremony where SHE my friend was being collared to this Dominent Guy. And heh it took all i could to sit there in silence...cause Rule Number 1 ...you must shut up or they send you to this online hell....kinda made me wanna talk but anywho I wanted to see how this worked. So yeah they made this cute lil rose....was pretty white all that junk. This Rose was supposed to be a "gift" of her submission. LMFAO. Anyways he took this Virtual Gift and put a drop of his virtual blood on it....HAHAHA Now I am thinking that this is all a little insane. So now she has to call him Master.....I can see me calling a man Master Gahhhh thinks is something wrong with her head. Anyways I am understanding to the whole different lifestyles thing. BUT>>>Is this not a little much ??? Anywho take care and be safe :)
Huggerz Lata dayz
Happy Love Day PPL :)
2007-02-15
heys All whats up n stuff Hope all are well n safe and all dat junk. Not too much to say and its like 4 30 am imma be drooling on my keys soon :P Thanks All for the comments and thanks for reading my posts .....take care of you and be safe....till next time
Huggerz and latazz
To All those Mean Ass Ppl Out there.
2007-02-11
Heys and junk. So apparently I dont have real problems or I jus dont bitch about them enough, or so says the comments I've been getting on these Blogs thingys soo Here goes. First of all, excuse me if i dont feel the need to go on about how shitty my life is or poor poor me Lets all have a pity party cause I suck so much. The only way you are going to make things better is if you help yourself....not lemment and whine about to complete strangers. But so seems the way things should work so here goes. I have cervical cancer and have been fighting it for about a year...NO i dont want pity and shit but aparently I dont have real problems (refering to the lovely comment that was posted on my last entry) so there is problemo numero uno. Second I have a nasty custody battle goin on with my ex jack off of a man. Yarr kinda a shitty deal. mhm I know its sooo sucks to be me PITY DAMMIT PITY heh. Thirdy I can not have any more children and then lastly but not leastly My boyfriend, whom I care greatly about has a heart problem. So yeah, that enuff "real" problems for you huh huh huh? So Excuse my ass if I dont feel the need to get on here and bring all the ppl down.....and simply dun read my blogs Ms. Message me when you have real problems, if you dont like them No one is making you click on em. So feel better now? Does my life seem as pathetic as yours? As for the ppl out there that do have hearts, Thank you for all the input its muchly appriciated. To all my friends hugzz and lovezz :P To All - Be safe and Have fun....lata dayzz
To All those Mean Ass Ppl Out there.
2007-02-11
Heys and junk. So apparently I dont have real problems or I jus dont bitch about them enough, or so says the comments I've been getting on these Blogs thingys soo Here goes. First of all, excuse me if i dont feel the need to go on about how shitty my life is or poor poor me Lets all have a pity party cause I suck so much. The only way you are going to make things better is if you help yourself....not lemment and whine about to complete strangers. But so seems the way things should work so here goes. I have cervical cancer and have been fighting it for about a year...NO i dont want pity and shit but aparently I dont have real problems (refering to the lovely comment that was posted on my last entry) so there is problemo numero uno. Second I have a nasty custody battle goin on with my ex jack off of a man. Yarr kinda a shitty deal. mhm I know its sooo sucks to be me PITY DAMMIT PITY heh. Thirdy I can not have any more children and then lastly but not leastly My boyfriend, whom I care greatly about has a heart problem. So yeah, that enuff "real" problems for you huh huh huh? So Excuse my ass if I dont feel the need to get on here and bring all the ppl down.....and simply dun read my blogs Ms. Message me when you have real problems, if you dont like them No one is making you click on em. So feel better now? Does my life seem as pathetic as yours? As for the ppl out there that do have hearts, Thank you for all the input its muchly appriciated. To all my friends hugzz and lovezz :P To All - Be safe and Have fun....lata dayzz
To All those Mean Ass Ppl Out there.
2007-02-11
Heys and junk. So apparently I dont have real problems or I jus dont bitch about them enough, or so says the comments I've been getting on these Blogs thingys soo Here goes. First of all, excuse me if i dont feel the need to go on about how shitty my life is or poor poor me Lets all have a pity party cause I suck so much. The only way you are going to make things better is if you help yourself....not lemment and whine about to complete strangers. But so seems the way things should work so here goes. I have cervical cancer and have been fighting it for about a year...NO i dont want pity and shit but aparently I dont have real problems (refering to the lovely comment that was posted on my last entry) so there is problemo numero uno. Second I have a nasty custody battle goin on with my ex jack off of a man. Yarr kinda a shitty deal. mhm I know its sooo sucks to be me PITY DAMMIT PITY heh. Thirdy I can not have any more children and then lastly but not leastly My boyfriend, whom I care greatly about has a heart problem. So yeah, that enuff "real" problems for you huh huh huh? So Excuse my ass if I dont feel the need to get on here and bring all the ppl down.....and simply dun read my blogs Ms. Message me when you have real problems, if you dont like them No one is making you click on em. So feel better now? Does my life seem as pathetic as yours? As for the ppl out there that do have hearts, Thank you for all the input its muchly appriciated. To all my friends hugzz and lovezz :P To All - Be safe and Have fun....lata dayzz
Confused...gahh
2007-02-08
eys :p So I really dont understand this whole yucky love stuff. I have health problems as well as my Boyfriend. He is always there for me but refuses to let me be there for him. Its like he dosent understand how i feel or he jus dosent care and that is sooo irritating. His point is that I need to take care of me. Mine is that he needs to let me be there for him, And I can not make him understand that. He puts me before himself all the time and really I know this sounds totally stupid and shit but its annoying. I never know what he is thinking or feeling because he is always to worried that he will upset me or cause me tears. He leaves out vital info that i find out from our friends AKA Heart problems and then expects me not to worry about it. I jus dun know how the hell to make him see. gahh. Anyways. guess thats it for now.....lata dayz
Confused...gahh
2007-02-08
eys :p So I really dont understand this whole yucky love stuff. I have health problems as well as my Boyfriend. He is always there for me but refuses to let me be there for him. Its like he dosent understand how i feel or he jus dosent care and that is sooo irritating. His point is that I need to take care of me. Mine is that he needs to let me be there for him, And I can not make him understand that. He puts me before himself all the time and really I know this sounds totally stupid and shit but its annoying. I never know what he is thinking or feeling because he is always to worried that he will upset me or cause me tears. He leaves out vital info that i find out from our friends AKA Heart problems and then expects me not to worry about it. I jus dun know how the hell to make him see. gahh. Anyways. guess thats it for now.....lata dayz
Lost in translation....I guess? Heh.
2007-02-08
Heyas...thanks for the advice ppl muchly apprieciated. im thinking its near impossible for two ppl to be friends when one feels more for the other cause i mean you could cut the tension wit a knife betweem us now . But hopefully he will stop hurting then we can talk Dun know heh I sound like such a dude.....Anyways Life is good n junk. Cept now i have an overly jealous bf and a pissed off bestfriend Heh. Oh and today is pay day wooot who can really complain :P Thankies bunchies again ..... HuggerzThis is the Titile, Is it not nifty? Worship the Title.
2007-02-07
So Heys and Junk. Lifes good n such stuff. However, I do have sumfin to complain about Heh. I love that "chicks" are supposed to be so confusing but yet if somfin is on most mens minds ( no offence wha so eva) We are expected to know. So yarr. I have this friend Whom is equiped wit a penis Laffs. And is now pissy wit me cause he told me that he wanted more outta out relationships then jus fun and i dint say anything back at him. I dun know wha he expects me to say to him cause I mean we were close and now its ackward n weird. And when i say upset i mean like chewing the pockets of his shirt pissy. So if any of you all have any advice for me dat would be jus peachy Spankies bunchies
Oh and FYI I dun feel same way about him but I really dun wanna end the friendship *sighs*
This is the Titile, Is it not nifty? Worship the Title.
2007-02-07
So Heys and Junk. Lifes good n such stuff. However, I do have sumfin to complain about Heh. I love that "chicks" are supposed to be so confusing but yet if somfin is on most mens minds ( no offence wha so eva) We are expected to know. So yarr. I have this friend Whom is equiped wit a penis Laffs. And is now pissy wit me cause he told me that he wanted more outta out relationships then jus fun and i dint say anything back at him. I dun know wha he expects me to say to him cause I mean we were close and now its ackward n weird. And when i say upset i mean like chewing the pockets of his shirt pissy. So if any of you all have any advice for me dat would be jus peachy Spankies bunchies Oh and FYI I dun feel same way about him but I really dun wanna end the friendship *sighs*
This is the Titile, Is it not nifty? Worship the Title.
2007-02-07
So Heys and Junk. Lifes good n such stuff. However, I do have sumfin to complain about Heh. I love that "chicks" are supposed to be so confusing but yet if somfin is on most mens minds ( no offence wha so eva) We are expected to know. So yarr. I have this friend Whom is equiped wit a penis Laffs. And is now pissy wit me cause he told me that he wanted more outta out relationships then jus fun and i dint say anything back at him. I dun know wha he expects me to say to him cause I mean we were close and now its ackward n weird. And when i say upset i mean like chewing the pockets of his shirt pissy. So if any of you all have any advice for me dat would be jus peachy Spankies bunchies Oh and FYI I dun feel same way about him but I really dun wanna end the friendship *sighs*
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2007-02-07
So yarr. Hey all you sexay Ppl. Whats up n such junk like dat? So This is like First Blog thingy Ever and I have NO Idea wha to talk bout. HEH. I have an awesome Boyfriend and a wonderful son. Humm. I jus dun know wha to talk bout which is unusual for me :P ....... I suppose I could rant cause really wha chick isnt good at that. Question is wha hmm..Fast food sucks and really wha is in that meat and the mystery sauce or "secret sauce" Im sure its a secret for a reason. And if you are a veggie lover, like me, den you are stuck wit Fries that clog arteries and salads that are warm, BOOOOOO, Who wants a warm salad. Is craptacular. Well I jus dun have a clue wha else to say Betta stuff next time HEH Promise Lata Dayzz
This Is THE Title. Is It not NIFTY><
2007-02-07
So yarr. Hey all you sexay Ppl. Whats up n such junk like dat? So This is like First Blog thingy Ever and I have NO Idea wha to talk bout. HEH. I have an awesome Boyfriend and a wonderful son. Humm. I jus dun know wha to talk bout which is unusual for me :P ....... I suppose I could rant cause really wha chick isnt good at that. Question is wha hmm..Fast food sucks and really wha is in that meat and the mystery sauce or "secret sauce" Im sure its a secret for a reason. And if you are a veggie lover, like me, den you are stuck wit Fries that clog arteries and salads that are warm, BOOOOOO, Who wants a warm salad. Is craptacular. Well I jus dun have a clue wha else to say Betta stuff next time HEH Promise Lata Dayzz
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